Trust

Recently am a bit overwhelmed by study and the trivial family issues. They're not super big deals. But, when different small things accumulate and come together, it can turn out to be a bit overwhelming.

Yet thank God for He is so faithful. When I turned to people whom I could trust and share, some of them also told me their similar experiences. Obviously I am not the only one who has experienced the ridiculous struggle and ambiguous sense of guilty. Although things are still awaiting for solutions, I know that Jesus is with me, and He has put many crazy yet faithful angels around. Am particularly grateful for these beautiful friendships and faithful companionship in a foreign country. They are so good at showing support and cheer me up amidst tough situations. To them I can be true and real to share my struggles and things that puzzling me. May God flourish their life and pouring His abundant blessings onto their life. And ultimately, thank Him for never relent, nor does He ever forget His promises made in the Bible.

Dear Jesus,
Thank you so much. Today's Easter, the day commemorating Your resurrection from death. Jesus, even You know how unfaithful I am, You know all the dark side and incapability in my heart, yet You still love me as who I am.

Jesus, what I've been experiencing recently makes me understand that I would never be able to love You as much as You love me. I mean, I don't even have a complete comprehension on how much, and in what ways You love me. But, thank You for still being faithful and merciful even I always disappoint You. 

Lord, You know how self-centered I am. I pray that You set a fire in my heart, You give me passion and compassion to love people around me as You love me. I pray that I will not waste the seeds you entrusted me. After receiving countless blessings from friends, mentors and teachers, I pray that You transform me into blessings and encouragement to people who are in need around me. 

In the overwhelming condition I sometimes feel like I don't have the energy to serve You and people around. But I know that when my life is plug into You, the origin of love and flowing water of life, You would strengthen me and send me out.

I pray that I'm not just preach the gospel verbally, but be a living testimony to witness You by my life. Thanks for trusting me even though I don't deserve it. 

May You transform my life from the one who always receive blessing, to a humble servant who put You as the centre of life, and to modestly serve others in different ways, be it prayer, my writings, listening, or whatever. May I manifest my faith by embodying it in my life.

Thank You for never abandoning us. Love You, Jesus.

Yours,
Chris

 

Dear Lord please teach us to pray
For we want to know You more each Day
Help us to believe every Word You say
To trust in You and live by faith
I only want what You want for my life
Holy Spirit come down on me
In everything I say and all that I do
May it be pleasing unto You

Dear Lord please teach us to pray
For we want to know You more each Day
Help us to believe every Word You say
To trust in You and live by faith
I want to Love as You love me
And forgive as You forgive me
With a new mind and heart so I can live for You
And tell the world about Your Love so true

Dear Lord please teach us to pray
For we want to know You more each day
Help us to believe every Word You say
To trust in You and live by faith

Thank you Jesus You gave Your life
And this is what I pray
That You would give me a passion for Who You are
Jesus I want to Know You more each Day

When I have a bad day, I will pray
Knowing that You're there and You've made the way
Hearing every word that I Will pray
Dear Lord please help me, help me today

Dear Lord please teach us to pray
For we want to know You more each Day
Help us to believe every Word You say
To trust in You and live by faith