I don't know. But Lord, You know.

Being an international student means you still have to go through chapter test and presentation on the same day even though you hear family health issue right after woke up...

Yes, studying abroad is by no means just about study, but get to learn things like stay calm and keep on regardless of the news you hear from family. After all, you can do nothing except praying and sending text. Maybe it's the resilience to uncertainty?

Jesus, may You bring healing, protection and comfort. And may You strengthen me, walk with me and guide my growth in You. Amen.

Still